I’ve honestly always struggled with the concept of ‘goals.’ Being shy and passive, ambition is hard for me to sustain because like a true mouse, I’d prefer a calm, quiet time of things, and questing after big life dreams normally involves tension. And social networking. Unfortunately, I’m incredibly introverted.
Generally, I use my stories as an avenue to better understand myself. I pour a whole lot of myself into them. I really try to get into my characters’ head-spaces. More comfortable with character than plot, I’ll often forgo traditional narratives entirely for a ‘French New Wave’ effect, emphasizing slice-of-life moments. Through knowing my characters, I know facets of myself. The act of creation is an act of exploration. That’s what I enjoy most about furry: the allegory of it all and how it allows for a safer exploration of topics that would be too blunt in a plain human environment.
Reception-wise, I just want potential readers to not only enjoy my stories but to feel good or uplifted a little after reading them.
I have no illusions of making any money off writing. As an art school graduate who doesn’t make any money off art, I know how difficult that road is. Compared to others, I don’t think I have the right personality for it. However, I’ve been writing furry stories for over a decade. So, it’s something I’m very invested in and want to keep doing. I’d like to get published, of course. That would be nice! But I don’t want to live and die by submissions/rejections.
If I had to fashion a goal, it would be to keep writing, to not lose my nerve, and to be open to possibilities. Right now, the journey is more valuable to me than the destination.